It has been awhile, for this site had "disappeared" temporarily, but I found it again, and I want you to know with all my heart how much I still love and miss you, even though it has been almost 8 years since your departure in Heaven...… an even when I feel better, the "got you" waves still come, almost drowning me.... I was moisturizing the skin of my hands this morning, and I suddenly remembered how you used to tell me that my hands were so soft as you held them..... It was a "gotcha" and it came out of nowhere..... I was in tears. However, I feel some comfort realizing that I am really getting older now, and so I feel that it won't be too long now for me to be with you again...….where I belong. I miss you so much. In the meanwhile, as I tell people, how do you fix a glass that has broken into a hundred pieces? I am that glass.