It has been awhile, for this site had "disappeared" temporarily, but I found it again, and I want you to know with all my heart how much I still love and miss you, even though it has been almost 8 years since your departure in Heaven...… an even when I feel better, the "got you" waves still come, almost drowning me.... I was moisturizing the skin of my hands this morning, and I suddenly remembered how you used to tell me that my hands were so soft as you held them..... It was a "gotcha" and it came out of nowhere..... I was in tears. However, I feel some comfort realizing that I am really getting older now, and so I feel that it won't be too long now for me to be with you again...….where I belong. I miss you so much. In the meanwhile, as I tell people, how do you fix a glass that has broken into a hundred pieces? I am that glass.

So the anniversary of your death, your birthday and the day of your burial all came together in the awful November month, not to mention my birthday, too, which has been always sad since you are gone; I remember how you used to sing happy birthday to me in your beautiful voice; sometimes--more often than not----------it was just the two of us and there was no cake planned, and the bakery was closed, so you went out and brought a single big cupcake , put a candle in it, put out the light in the kitchen, and sang, just to me and FOR me, holding my hand...................Such a treasured memory, amongst many others...................I'll never stop loving you and missing you, until I am with you again.............................

Went to the cemetary yesterday to give you a dozen red roses for your birthday, as you have often given me for MY birthday and other occasions........ Went back again today the 13th, as it marks the day you were buried, Dennis was with me......... Also went on the 4th of November, which was the day you went to be with the Lord.......................Ron, I miss you and love you so much......My faith is strong enough to believe that we will be reunited again, and in the near future, because I can't live too much longer without you! Your loving wife.